There's no way I said those words. There's no way I said I would leave you.
girl, please believe the me of right now. There is a crazy person inside of me. How do I explain this? you'll probably think it's all an excuse.
Girl, I'm not the same me as yesterday. There is a crazy person inside me. Don't leave. [Leave me.] I love you. [No, I hate you.] I am both Jekyll and Hyde, don't run away from me. I'm not a bad person, I love you. Don't give me those scared eyes. There is a different person that's not me inside of me.
Tick tock, tick tock. May it all be fulfilled...
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Careful who you help… by Thomas Sanders

100 Reasons NOT To Kill Yourself
Wow my post has gone up so many notes in such a small amount of time. I really hope this helps you guys and you really do use this a reference when needed. (boys-and-suicide)
1. We would miss you.
2. It’s not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There’s so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don’t let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you’ve battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won’t regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them when you’re dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that’s still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won’t be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You’ll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You’re preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You’re gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favourite music artist, you’ll never hear their voice again…
19. You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on roadtrips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know.
45. Travelling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favourite movie, you’ll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it’s for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don’t even know you and I love you.
57. I don’t even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won’t be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it’s up to you to find out what it is.
65. You’ve changed somebody’s life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that’s perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody’s life.
70. If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has a talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn’t exist.
79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don’t take anyone’s shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you’re proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn’t commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. Sherlock season three.
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn’t seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
IF that isn’t enough:
Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696
Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433
LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255
Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386
Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743
Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438
Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673
Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272
Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000
Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253
Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453
UK Helplines:
Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail
Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111
Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail:
Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463
b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail:
b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)
Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail:
Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600
Drinkline: 0800 9178282
Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail
Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight
India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614
India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669
Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7
suicide hotlines;
Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430
Australia: 13-11-14
Austria: 01-713-3374
Barbados: 429-9999
Belgium: 106
Botswana: 391-1270
Brazil: 21-233-9191
China: 852-2382-0000
(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)
Costa Rica: 606-253-5439
Croatia: 01-4833-888
Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67
Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908
Denmark: 70-201-201
Egypt: 762-1602
Estonia: 6-558-088
Finland: 040-5032199
France: 01-45-39-4000
Germany: 0800-181-0721
Greece: 1018
Guatemala: 502-234-1239
Holland: 0900-0767
Honduras: 504-237-3623
Hungary: 06-80-820-111
Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90
Israel: 09-8892333
Italy: 06-705-4444
Japan: 3-5286-9090
Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292
Malaysia: 03-756-8144
(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)
Mexico: 525-510-2550
Netherlands: 0900-0767
New Zealand: 4-473-9739
New Guinea: 675-326-0011
Nicaragua: 505-268-6171
Norway: 47-815-33-300
Philippines: 02-896-9191
Poland: 52-70-000
Portugal: 239-72-10-10
Russia: 8-20-222-82-10
Spain: 91-459-00-50
South Africa: 0861-322-322
South Korea: 2-715-8600
Sweden: 031-711-2400
Switzerland: 143
Taiwan: 0800-788-995
Thailand: 02-249-9977
Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800
Ukraine: 0487-327715
You will be missing out on every single wonderful thing yet to happen to you.


(Source: hoseokhope)


chanyeol stuffing a bunch of peppero into suho’s mouth .__.

(Source: wintershower)


Jackson’s long journey wait to sunny’s part

(Source: markjin)






Hey remember that one time I didn’t give a fuck what assholes thought and I decided to wear whatever the fuck I want because I’m pretty damn cute? Cuz I sure do.

Jesus christ your cute

high waisted shorts are for everyone they can go cry in a corner and sob they’re obviously jealous you look hella cute

Oh my gosh you’re super pretty



N :
- “A girl who is more charming the more I look at her and has strong beliefs”
- “An innocent and well-mannered girl. But it would be better if she had other qualities in addition to these.”
- “A nice lady! And a wise lady! Like Seohyun from SNSD.”
- “I like innocent and pure girls

- “A person I like from the first meeting. Someone I’m attracted to the first time I see them. It’s about feelings, not looks.”
- “Someone that I can connect with by first feeling
- “Someone feminine. I don’t have a fixed type, but should I say that the first impression is important?”
- “A smart and wise girl. Then, the first impression, since the first meeting is important”
- “Someone who he falls in love with at first sight, but not based on looks, but on feeling”

- “Her appearance doesn’t matter, but a cute and charming girl. A girl with confidence. The closest person to this is my mom.”
- “Aegyo and eye smile, a cutie that can manage herself.”
- “Someone with aegyo and thinks considerately”
- “he is open to anyone”

- “Tall, long and straight hair, a good personality, has good sense. I like a woman who gives it her all in her job.”
- “A girl smiling brightly while her long hair flies”
- “I like a girl who I can connect with, can read situations quickly, and can communicate with even without words”
- “Secret’s Hyoseong who has a beautiful smile

- “A pretty and self-concious woman.”
- “A lovely girl that likes a sweet guy.”
- “Someone pretty with a sense of awareness, and I like a girl who has proper thoughts”
- “ Innocent - sexy - cute woman”

- “A girl who doesn’t know a lot of guys, someone who has a very evident values and a cute personality. A girl like Mi Ho from “My Girlfriend is a Gumiho”? Shin Min Ah Sunbaenim?”
- ” A girl who has a distinct personality and values”
- “Someone with no men around her and has a feminine atmosphere and pretty eyes
- “Sistar’s Damson-noona”

Source : Junior magazine , CeCi magazine , K-Rush magazine, Vogue magazine : fyeah-vixx



Imagine Hoseok making your front room into one big blanket tent and getting a pile of movies together to watch with you when you come home from work

KPOP male rappers: with hella deep voices (part 1)

(Source: chan-soo)


Jackson giving Gukjoo’s bed a makeover + dressing up her doll in his jersey

(Source: markjestic)



BTS for IZE [Interview] - Suga 10 Questions 10 Answers [140501]

1. During filming you suggested new outifts. Are you interested in fashion?

Suga: I am. Earlier, the clothes that were prepared seemed like it would be too hot, so I changed it. I don’t really buy expensive clothes, but I pay close attention when buying accessories. Earrings, necklaces, bracelets, rings- I like them all. Lately, I’ve been collected basketball shoes that I’ve liked since elementary school. After only working for a year, my heart is empty, so I do this to fill the void.

2. What recharges you?

Suga: Basketball. I won many competitions while I was in school, and I played basketball every Sunday when I was a trainee. I used to play at the Han River, and I got scouted to a college hyung’s team, but I don’t have time to play because I debuted. My position is either the point guard or shooting guard, and my feet are fast, so I’m better at defense than offense. But I’ve lost some of my skill because I haven’t played in a long time. Three-pointers weren’t this far away back then…(laughs)

3. What is a moment in everyday life that you like, that no one knows about?

Suga: When I write music by myself. Usually, midnight to 6am is the most stressful time, but I don’t dislike it. I don’t really like loud places with a lot of people. I think everyone needs a time and place for themselves to get refreshed.

4. What has been the biggest change between the underground rapper Min Yoongi and Min Suga?

Suga: That has been my worry lately. When I look back, I’ve seen and learned a lot between those times. At the time, I thought everything I did was the best, including my music, so I think I grew a lot. But I’m worried that I’m not as sharp as I was before, so I’m worried that I lost my original color.

5. How is writing lyrics different from performing on stage?

Suga: I think idols are fundamentally entertainers, so they must show something impactful. It’s important to be good at writing lyrics and rapping, but something that surpasses that is the “visual” aspect. But I don’t want to just be good for show, so I work on things on the inside. Because there are things that are underestimated and overestimated. Of course, it would be best to be good at everything.

6. If you had to live on a non-inhabited island for 3 years, which member would you take with you?

Suga: Jimin. So I can boss him around. (laughs) I’m just kidding. I don’t talk much and I’m not funny, but Jimin is amiable and mature, so we match well.

7. You may not have a funny personality, but you are a funny character. You seem like you’re not greedy, but you have a lot of ambitions.

Suga: I may not have much ambition as an entertainer, but I have a lot of ambition when it comes to music. When I was young, I prefered hands-on learning as opposed to reading from a book, so my goal was to be someone who shapes our culture. Someone who can direct anything from music videos to performances. My dreams are big, even though I don’t know if I will do well.

8. What would you do if you could gather all of your luck at once and use it?

Suga: I’m not the type to go all-in on anything…but if I was given the luck, I would go all-in on the work I am doing now. Life is long, but I have the ambition to reach the peak with my music.

9. How do you compromise when you have to do something you don’t like in order to do something that you do like?

Suga: A fan once asked me “What comes first- what you want to do, or what you have to do?” and I think what you have to do comes first. I’m not in the situation where I can say that I can’t do it, and I’m not so inflexible that I will say I won’t do it, just to safe my pride. But there is one thing I can’t give up- being honest with my music. I only write about my own experiences.

10.How would you describe you attitude towards the world?

Suga: I don’t worry about others. Sometimes it comes out in my lyrics- “I don’t give a shit.” I don’t really like worrying about what others think of me, so I want to avoid worrying about it if I can. I want to just keep living how I’ve been living up until now.

Credits :

BTS Diary

Translate : seobangniiiiim.tumblr Via @menewbunny


I love when members of guy groups know girl group dances. Because you just know they don’t stand up and automatically know the dance. They would have to watch it and practice.

[INTERVIEW] 130718 - Céci


Rap Monster

My nicknames - RapMon, God of Destruction. Strangely, everything I touch breaks. The legs of my sunglasses snap off, or the refrigerator handle falls off. Because of that, I got the nickname God of Destruction.
My image before debuting - A neat and quiet student.
Adjusting to idol life - The one and only thing that makes me think “I’m really a singer now” is when I perform at music shows.
My ideal type - A feminine girl with pale skin.
An episode while you were a trainee - Dancing is not my thing. There were multiple times when I thought about running away while taking dance classes. These days the members call me “Dance Prodigy” Of course, they mean it in an ironic way.
One day I will also - Will there be a day when Bangtan tops the charts? 
How to enjoy hip-hop - Don’t think of it as something difficult. The genre that anyone can dance along to and enjoy - that’s hip-hop.
Bang Sihyuk PD is? - To the public, he’s somebody who makes stinging remarks, but when he listens to music with a good beat and praises it, he shows his boyish side.
An episode after debuting - During a music show, my in-ear piece fell out so I missed a few bars of the intro. I got scolded severely but because of this incident, I’ve gotten into the habit of meticulously preparing and checking myself.
To the members - Let’s meet sometimes for a long time. It’s the title of a song by Dynamic Duo sunbaenims, but if you think about it, it actually has a good meaning behind it. Just because I remembered it. 


My nicknames - Pink Princess. When Bangtan’s profiles were first released, fans gave me this nickname after learning that I like the color pink and cooking. 
My image before debuting -The cute maknae who always listened to his parents.
My charms  - My full bottom lip. The back of my head is round.
Attractive points - As a trainee, I practiced taking photos. While practicing, I learned that my right jawline is attractive.
Members’ secrets - On a very tiring day, roommate Jimin fell off from his bed with a loud thudding sound. Both Jimin and I were very embarrassed. 
Things I want to steal from other members - Jimin’s abs.
When someone tells me I’m handsome - I’m always happy to hear that. These days, I also like hearing that I’m cute.
Something that made me happy recently - I’m usually a really hard-working person. It’s chaos when all seven members wake up at the same time so I feel more comfortable waking up earlier than the others to start getting ready. A while ago, I woke up two hours earlier (as usual) and ate a bowl of cereal for breakfast and felt very happy. The quietness and relaxing feeling.
The best part about debuting - This is the first time I’ve received so many letters. Apart from letters from my family. I’m so thankful that fans send me so many letters. I re-read all of them and talk to myself. Saying thank you. 


My nicknames - Hope, Smile Hoya. I got these nicknames because my name is J-Hope.
My image before debuting - A passionate child who liked dancing.
When I was younger - I was quite famous in the Gwangju underground. Rapping, dancing, and singing was my life. 
To me, Bangtan is? - Another me.
A song to listen to on rainy days - Remy Shand’s “Rocksteady”
When I feel strained - I look at the sky. These days I’m happy so it goes away naturally. 
Things I want to steal from other members - Jimin’s chocolate abs since mine have started to slip away because of our busy schedules. Also, RapMon hyung’s rap skills, and his good English?! 
Members’ secrets - We all have abs. It’s just that mine have melted a bit. 
One day, I too will - [Be like] Beenzino sunbaenim and A$AP Rocky. They influence my music and fashion style. 
If we ever get to do variety shows - V is the best for it. He has 4D charm. If he just controls it well, I think he’d make everyone laugh. I’m looking forward to it. 


My nicknames - Blank Tae, TaeTae, Vee. My real name is Kim Taehyung. I’m Blank Tae because I make blank expressions sometimes, TaeTae because it’s derived from my real name, Vee because some people have trouble pronouncing my stage name. 
My image before debuting - A normal, energetic and humorous student.
When I was younger - I played the saxophone since 7th grade. After receiving advice from my dad, I decided to become a singer.
My charms - My eyes may seem blank most of the time, but they can also give off a unique feeling.
The number one cook - Suga. Knows how to make really good kimchi fried rice. I prefer sampling than cooking. Ah! There’s another episode related to cooking - the seaweed soup Jin hyung made for J-Hope hyung’s birthday. 
Background on my stage name’s creation - My grandfather is actually a naming specialist. Because of this, he’s sensitive when the subject of names comes up. I got the name “V” as a suggestion from Bang PD. It’s a good name with impact but I haven’t told my grandfather yet. I’m worried that he might get mad. (laughs)
At the dorm, the members - Spilling food is something that happens frequently at our dorm, and at times like this, the one who cleans up the mess is J-Hope. He cleans up after us neatly, just like a mom. He’s also good at folding the laundry like a mom. My role is the son. I’m in charge of the washing machine. We take care of our dirty dishes individually, Jimin is in charge of the kitchen, and RapMon hyung sweeps the floors.
Mood-maker - Of course it’s V. The members might think differently. I think they might choose Suga hyung. 
I’m the best in these kind of moments - When I’m on stage. I noticed this while monitoring myself but I look cooler than I expected during closeups. Of course it’s something achieved thanks to the hard work of the staff, but I’m satisfied. 


My nicknames - Suga. My real name is Min Yoongi but now that’s my nickname and name. 
My image before debuting - I started music in 6th grade. In middle school I learned classical composition and started writing songs daily after that. 
Am I a sweet guy? - Hm. I’m closer to straightforward Gyeongsangdo guy than sweet. But in front of fans, I’m a sweet guy.
My charms - Eye smile? 
How I deal with stress - Write lyrics like crazy. It’s something I always do but I’m used to relieving stress through music.
Music I listen to when I’m angry - Rick Ross’s “Hold Me Back”
Music holds this kind of meaning for me - All-in. If you take away music from my life, there would be nothing left. 
Things I want to steal from other members - The thing you can’t buy with money; maknae Jungkook’s age.
If I go back to being 17 years old like maknae Jungkook, I want to - Study. I want to be a good son who doesn’t rebel against what his parents tell him. 
The member who would best suit variety shows - I don’t think there’s anyone but if I had to choose, me?! (laughs)
To hip-hop newbies - It’s definitely not a difficult genre. It’s a popular type of music. Hip-hop is something that allows you to feel the sincerity of the artist. 
At the dorm, the members - When we don’t have schedules, under the command of our manager hyung, we monitor ourselves thoroughly and practice whenever we can. We live to practice! 
Something that made me happy recently - Our first fansign. Also today because it’s our first photoshoot. 


My nicknames - Jeon Jungkookie, Golden Maknae, Kookie. 
Role as the maknae - Benefit of being able to act childish. 
My image before debuting - A normal student who liked playing games and liked hip-hop.
When I was younger - I was a child with a lot of interest in the arts.
Currently, I am - A curious 17 year old. Games, cars, makeup, drawing. I normally didn’t use it but now when I receive makeup I come up with lots of questions. When you use this tool, how you use it. 
To me, Bangtan is? - Bangtan is my life~! 
Something I really want to accomplish - Composing. I’m studying it really hard. Although I’m only lightly reviewing a basic music program, I want to be a musician who writes brilliant lyrics like my hyungs. 
My favorite times of the day - Resting time, free time, eating time. I just noticed that they’re all times when I can play. (laughs) Practicing and performing on stage is also fun.
Things I want to steal from other members - Rap Monster hyung’s knowledge, Suga hyung’s diverse knowledge, J-Hope hyung’s positive mind, Jimin hyung’s persistence and effort, V hyung’s natural talent, Jin hyung’s wide shoulders.
Something I’m addicted to these days - Only music. I have my earphones on all day and listen to music. I think I’ll be like this forever. 


My nicknames - Ddochi. Since middle school, my friends said I looked like a puppy so they called me that.
Role in the team - In charge of abs. These days I don’t have time to exercise so they’re sliding off a bit. I need to restore them to their original state.
My image before debuting - I wanted to be a singer since middle school. I planned my future and told my parents about it and they happily approved.
My ideal type - A cute and charming girl. 
To me, Bangtan is - Another family that allowed me to reach my longtime dream. 
My charms - My abs aren’t actually my charm, my eyes are.
Someone I think is “cool” - I like Big Bang’s Taeyang sunbaenim and Shinhwa’s Minwoo sunbaenim and Chris Brown. 
Jimin’s gaze - You can’t find charisma in it yet. I’m only cute. I can’t even find the camera properly. (laughs)
Things I want to steal from other members - RapMon hyung’s height, V’s talent and gaze, J-Hope hyung’s cleanliness, Suga hyung’s diverse knowledge. 
I’m sexiest when - When I find the right camera while on stage and stare into it intensely. You usually can’t find sexiness in me. 
In 10 years, I will - A satisfied and publicly recognized musician. And 10 years from now, wouldn’t I be in the army…I think I’d be lonely and sad. (laughs)
To fans - Please love Bangtan lots, and watch over Jiminnie a lot! 

Source: Céci (@_kimno)
Trans cr: Christie @ bts-trans